unenuitblanche周围记

不想去上班呢。

今天也不想写情信，只是听听旧歌，躺着看书，太宰治的《惜别》。

小学开始知道鲁迅先生，到了高中才懂得鲁迅，觉得他很cool。或许这样形容有点怪。。。但就是那样的。

昨晚和吴医生聊了很久，关于一个刚生下一个女儿就进了ICU的妈妈。还没来得及见自己的bb一面，而且她血型是ab

 蕉 00:29:07
我想我一世都不会忘记这个病人

就像我实习的时候一样，总会记住一两个人的。

想了一下最近上网太多了，像今天多看点书也好。。。给自己提个建议，恢复睡前阅读的习惯。

 

 

 

Anaesthesia
Anaesthesia
Shining, brilliant darkness
No more need to run

Oh, tonight is the night of my life
And tomorrow is the first day of my life

Forward？ backward？ no more.

Burry my unfilled dreams, my memory

Whispering nothing but wind.

I hope you can see what I can see.I hope you can hear what I can hear. Beacse it's not easy ,because it's not easy.
I hope you can feel what I can feel.I hope you can believe what I can believe.Because I feel lonely, because i'm so lonely.
i don't wanna go home, i still can recall all the days in Form.4 we played in our school,now I stay in Mei Foo,but where are you?
Leo , where are you? I hope you can taste what I can taste. I hope you can think what i think .Because I'm so crazy,because I'm so crazy. Coz I know you know what i don't know.
I know you can think what I can't think.Because you are special, because you're so special. How I wish you were here,so I called your home, but your mom said that you' ve gone somewhere I have never heard before,why didn't you call me when you leave here?
And all the things changed after we repeated a year in school.

       Ten years ago, I fell inlove with an Irish girl
　　 She took my heart
　　 But she went and screwed some guy that she knew
　　 And now I'm in Dublin with a broken heart
　　 Oh, broken-hearted
　　 Hoover-fixer sucker guy
　　 Oh, broken-hearted
　　 Hoover-fixer sucker...
　　 Sucker guy
　　
　　 One day, I'll go there
　　 and win her once again
　　 But until then, I'm just
　　 a sucker of a guy

Tous les Matins du Monde 

世界上所有的早晨

肺部二氧化碳排出过多，导致呼吸性碱中毒

纸袋或长筒袋罩住口鼻，以增加呼吸道死腔，减少CO2的呼出和丧失

保持呼吸中CO2的浓度

也就是说，我们需要氧气，也需要二氧化碳

到底悲伤是否需要哭泣？

到底哭泣是否需要原因？

到底哭泣是否需要拥抱？

“痛，痛不到末日之端

  痒，痒不着覆雨翻云”

日出时让悲伤终结